exams are FINALLY OVER... yay... i survived!

after chem spa ytd, went to far east walk walk w the class..... aftr tt went to meet kevin weekie and ger at raffles city's food junction.. didnt eat coz bo lui.... aftr dinner went to walk walk at the market place... to whoever that $1.10 belonged to.. thanks for the coffee flavoured milk(: yeps.. the concert was.......... eh.... hurhur.. the lights were super irritating!! but the slow songs were nice.... left during intermission tho.... but heard that all the songs after intermission were much much better.... kevin pro la... fell aslp during the concert... i sit dere tou xiao... den end up awhile ltr also kinda fell aslp... anws.. aftr we left, went to chijmes... wanted to emo dere but lyk so crowded... den jus stand at the railing dere... weekie n ger were lyk cam whoring.... while kevin n i were watching the tennis match frm the screen and commenting.... kinda fun n funny... awhile ltr we trained to dhoby n walk walk at carrefour...... quite funny dere... ger wan tie her shoelace den lyk we were all at diff corners... weekie was beside her, kevin was in front at the other end.. i was behind at the other end.... lyk -.-" la.... went up to the lvl1 de... walk walk talk crap... kevin bought 1 bottle of apple juice den 4 of us shared..... lyk we stood outside carrefour in a circle [rather square coz 4ppl] n passed d bottle frm 1 person to the next till abt half the bottle was empty.......... den walked ger to the bus stop... gosh..... GER! ur hp ok not?! pro la... run den drop it n u stil cn kick it...... anws hope u didnt reach home too late n tt ur db competition went well tdae.... (: haha.... ok contd..... so left 3 of us....... we stood outside d mrt station n passed d bottle arnd agn to finish d apple juice b4 going in.... trained back to hougang [duh].... reached hougang at abt 11? den hgm closed liao so had to walk along the outside of hgm..... yea.. reached home at abt.... 11:15 lyk tt........ yea.... tt's abt it fer friday? (: oh... kevin thanks for walking home w me.. tho u lyk also alil bo bian rite? coz shun lu..... LOL..... unless u took a bus.. BWAHAHAHA! =P

woke up LATE this mrng.... suppose to leave d hse btwn 0830 to 0845 i ended up leaving at 0855! n d bus only came at 0905!! n my appointment was at 0930..... reached the clinic slightly late... lucky got no one la!!!! so i didnt have to wait.... wah gosh... she tighten the braces super painful sia.... nearly cried while she was tightening it lo........ anws realised tt upon rushing lyk siao in the mrng i 4got to withdraw $100... so aftr dental went outside d clinic withdraw d money den went back to pay.... yeps.... den went to the busstop.. wanted to take 80 to aljunied station den train down to bishan.. end up i realised 155 went to toa payoh int... since both buses came at the same time, n 155 was in front, i took 155 instead... slpt in the bus all the way..... gosh! now i know y circuit road is called circuit road!!! IT GOES ONE BIG ROUND!!!! lyk siao la...... den at toa payoh int i was thinking if i shld take 88 or mrt...... ok took 88 la.... 7 stops nia mah... met vivien.. went to toa payoh library..... sat at lvl 2 dere to read........ ohh the sign lang book super interesting la... lol! anws... read till abt 1pm? borrowed books den went to s11 buy lunch... bought mixed food... w egg, egg and tofu... LOL! since s11 was crowded, we bought take aways den went to vivien's hse to eat.... aftr tt went parkway parade w vivien, her mum n her bro..... walked at boarders fer i dunno how long w vivien... or rather, she went to look at manga den i walked away to the "inspirational" section..... actually is the "bible" section but the "inspirational" section was jus beside it.... end up i stood dere n read 2 whole books! lol..... summarised abt a quarter of 1 book in msg form... den d other book i got lazy n i jus took photo of wht i wanted.... den vivien pulled me to i dunno which section la... but i rmbred d shelf opp tt section was parenting.... saw this book tt's smth abt how to bring up boys to become gentlemen.. smth along tt line.... so we were saying... dere isnt any on how to bring up girls coz we are exceptional.... and we all noe how to b graceful ladies naturally so dun need to b taught..... LOL.. ohh den dere's 2 other books on how parents should communicate with teens... understanding your teen or smth lyk tt.... yeps...... at the next shelf... we saw this book.... "1001 ways of what being a mum means"... quite interesting..... tho i TOTALLY DISAGREE with some of the points dere... but i definately do agree with some of them as well.... ohh den i gave up reading it halfway n read a recipe book..... lyk food for your kids..... so nice la! feel lyk asking my mummy to buy den make fer me.. or if she allow i cn make fer myself..... hahah! but den agn.. waste money la... lol! yea aftr tt went to Giant..... and den starbucks.... VIVIEN! HELP ME THANK YOUR MUM FOR THE COFFEE FLAVOURED MILK AND THE GREEN TEA FRAPPE! $7 altghr leh! i feel so bad la..... den on the way back, in the car.... i dunno y, but suddenly felt lyk puking... n its not not feeling well den wanna puke leh..... so was lyk controlling it... til rly cannot tahan, den driving at eunos dere i suddenly asked for plastic bag n puked... tho lyk gt nth to puke also..... haha.. vivien freaked out la... so funny..... but.. vivien.. sry ar make u freak out.. LOL......... her mum drop me off at the 87 busstop opp eunos technolink..... reached home nt rly feeling any better but aftr while dunno y ok liao....... didnt hv dinner coz i scared i eat le will puke agn..... mb go drink smth ltr....... yeps... tt's abt all fer tdae............?

jessie n joy: sry!! nvr go meet u ppl at fareast!! some other tym k? rly sry last minute ps u ppl.... =X



Managing Your Emotions - Joyce Meyer

Emotions -> ex-movere in Latin => means to move away
An emotional person is someone who is easily affected with or stirred by emotions.

Four Personality Types:
1] Choleric - born leaders; always want to be in control
2] Phlegmatic - shows little or no emotion at all
3] Sanguine - bubbly and seems to bounce through life
4] Melancholy - most trouble with depression; deep people -- the thinkers-- the organizers

Emotionalism - a tendency to rely on or place too much value on emotion; excessive display of emotion
Emotionalist - one whose conduct is ruled by emotion as opposed to reason.

Face the truth; Confess your faults; Adnit the truth to yourself; Receive forgiveness and forget your sin; Acknowledge yourself as a new creature; Assume personal responsibility; Follow the Spirit of truth.

smth tt i read under the "emotionalist" part.... ever felt guilty of saying things you've said in an outburst of emotion, and felt lyk taking all your words back after saying them? in an outburst of emotion, people say things rashly... after that they will say "Oh! i should have just kept my mouth shut!"... something simple can turn into something drastic just because of that few words said during a sudden outburst of emotion....

i so totally agree with the para above... for many reasons i shall not mention...... and dont even bother asking...



1001 ways of what being a mum means....
- being a mum means having your kids ask you for money because they know better than to ask their dad.
- being a mum means wanting to tell your kids how to fix every problem in their life, but all they want you to do is listen.



the joy of loving - Mother Theresa

Once you know you have hurt someone be the first to say sorry. we cannot forgive unless we know that we need forgiveness and forgiveness is the beginning of love.

Love cannot remain by itself - it has no meaning. love has to be put into action and that action is service. a mission of love can come only from union with God. from that union, love for the family, love for one's neighbour, love for the poor is the natural fruit.

It is important for us to realise that love, to be true, has to hurt. i must be willing to give whateber it takes not to harm other people and, in fact, to do good to them. this requires that i be willing to give until it hurts. otherwise there is no true love in me and i bring injustice, not peace, to those around me.

It is easy to smile at people outside your own home. it is so easy to take care of the people that you don't know well. it is difficult to be thoughtful and kind and to smile and be loving to your own in the house day after day, especially when we are tired and in a bad temper or bad mood. we all have these moments and that is the time that Christ comes to us in a distressing disguise.



love is letting the ones you love have the greatest happiness. [Ai4 shi4 rang4 ni3 suo3 ai4 de4 ren2 de2 dao4 zui4 da4 de4 xing4 fu2][sry lappie cnt type chinese...]
it feels like i'm drifting further away from you tho i dont want to... u seem a total stranger to me now... why? or is it jus me? have i changed? sighs... i somehow feel like i dont know myself anymore... am i still the person i used to be? sighs... im rly very sorry for everything...