for the past few days.... i must say.. i didnt rly slp tt well..... i cn jus lie in bed.. and no matter how slpy i am... i jus cnt fall aslp...... sighs...... too much have been running through my mind....... it feels lyk if anything more is gonna be added..... my mind will jus explode.... overload... overflow..... rahh!!

ISA!! WHAT'S WITH YOU LA!! sighs....................

over the past few days... people have been telling me i look very troubled and tired........ i guess i jus need a break and some breathing space bah............

why? why do i bother so much....? somehow i feel that i should just not bother so much at all.... and i should actually start looking for myself first........ but somehow.. i'm just unable to do that........!! why why why why why! -silence-

just for that short while.. that few hours.... and i nearly went mad....!!! sigh....

i guess i'm just too afraid to lose you.... don't wanna be apart from you... T_T

can someone answer me this...... am i caring more than i should?