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Sunday, September 20, 2009

ok i'm nt gonna be crazy n blog abt the whole entire retreat... dun hv tt much tym to do tt.. tho i wld love to... but by den this post wld hv lost its meaning.. shall jus post my take away on each session ok not all but those tt i hv things to say.. but onli focusing on one particular session.. yep..

Session 1: outside in

what: we wrote wht we think we are to others our "exterior" on d outline of our palms (draw on pp duh). moving in, we wrote our personal qualities.. and in d centre [a circle]. we wrote wht we think is our real inner self.. cut out d palm paste on our backs allowed others to write wht they think of us.. picked a bible verse at random n wrote in d circle.
take away: for me wht i wrote and wht others wrote of me were totally different.. onli 1 was same.. den as i continued to compare wht i wrote w wht others wrote i realised wht i wrote had more bad pts abt myself than gd... mb im jus too pessimistic.. i focus too much on my weakness than my strengths... hmm.. wht do u think....? "You are precious and honoured in my sight... I love you..." -Is 43:4

Session2:

what: started w those illusion pictures.. u noe.. those pics w hidden pics.. hiyah whtever u call it i dun care.. den moved on to watch a video abt a father and son team in a triathelon...
take away: frm the first part of the session.. in life, we tend to look onli on the surface of things.. we hardly look deeper.. but actualli if we put in the effort to look deeper into d smaller picture, we can see a bigger picture... its jus d same with life.. we look at life on its surface... we bcum v superficial and materialistic.. hv we stopped to look at d deeper meaning of life? nt rly rite? we are jus so caught up w activities everyday we hardly pause to reflect on wht is it tt we're rly doing.. the meaning of life.. wht is it.. do we know? will we ever noe? wht is our purpose on earth..? y did God create us...? wht is our mission? has anyone ever wondered these days..? ive been so caught up w studying fr prelims.. ok nt only prelims.. but i even left choir in d beginning of this yr to focus on studies.. n nw gonna get caught up studying fr alvls... but these studying.... i rly ask myself.. y am i studying so much.. wht fr.. jus to get a gd job in future.. is tt rly my purpose in life.. y am i nt happy studyin.. whn i die nxt tym i also dun need the info i study to get into Heaven wht.. nt lyk dere's written examination on wht ive studied on earth.. i jus feel tt dere's smth missing in my life.. life has lost its purpose for me.. lyk super meaningless.. i muz go find back my meaning in life.. but will i make tym fr it......?
frm second part of the session.. fr me, the handicapped son is lyk all of us, sinners.. and the father is God.. for a handicapped person, completing a triathelon is very much impossible.. but for the son in d video, his father made it possible..! let's say the triathelon is our life journey.. we are running d race of life.. we hv to complete it no matter what.. but life is not smooth sailing as u all noe it.. but with God, all things are possible.. God is lyk the father in d video coz He's always dere helping us to reach our "goal" to finish the race of our lives no matter wht the cost may be.. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. -Phil 4:13

Session3:

what: water balloon game.. aim: to bring water balloon safely across.. pairs toss balloon to each other frm one end to other.. each light stick 20pts..
take away: frm wht i saw of d game, abt 9 out of 10 pairs picked up d light sticks on d way.. whn d main aim was jus to get d balloon safely across.. in life its jus d same.. we hv a purpose in life.. but along d way, we hv many things tt distract us [the light sticks]..and often than nvr, we allow those distractions steer us away frm our goals.. we take a longer tym than usual to achieve our goal.. but paying attn to those distractions.. is it worth? is dere even tt need to?

Session4: Reconciliation

take away: anxiety... instant results.. dere's no such thing as instant is dere? doubts.. God has His way of doing things and He'll do it in due time. we hv to wait patiently instead of demanding...

Session6:

what: each person a piece of pp to write 5 dreams.. aftrwhich we are supposed to piece all 156 pieces of pp tghr to form a pic..
take away: we took approx an hr to piece everything tghr.. at first nt knowing wht d pic is supposed to be.. we were all doing our own things.. trying to form a big pic in small separate grps.. which obviously didnt work.. we had to move as a team.. initially we did nt hv d pic to guide us along.. but once d pic was flashed, we had a direction, all we needed was to piece d pieces tghr.. very true in life... its lyk tt isnt it.. our life is lyk the big picture tt we're supposed to piece tghr.. however we do not hv d big picture to guide us, so we move ahead rather aimlessly.. nt knowing wht to do, which piece fits in whr.......
our masterpiece of last year's retreat...

Session 7: the Eucharist

take away: haha.. nth much actually coz by den i was too tired tt i didnt rly pay attn.. opps.. sry God!! but to all my frens.. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!((:

ok tt's abt it... hahah... as u read did u realised i miss out smth...? well.. if u scroll up u'll realise tt session5 is missing... heh.. ok session5 wil b below.. gonna b a relatively long one i suppose.... but session2 alr longer than expected might jus trash session5 de...

Session5: Reflections of our life..

what: walking the Labyrinth.. the way in is the way out..

take away: life is full of choices.. these choices are jus lyk crossroads.. each road lead us up a different path, a different direction, to a different destination... for every choice we make, there's no turning back.. we have to bear the consequences of our actions.. every path of d crossroad we choose is like a one-way street... dere's no u-turn for us.. however, our life is only a one-way street.....we cant turn back tym to change the choices we've made... there may b many turns in life, but ultimately, there's onli one rd in which we are travelling on... its either make or break...

the labyrinth... its a one-way "maze"... the way in is the way out.. there is no alternative route.. no crossroads, nth at all... jus a circle and one a path to the centre... on the way in we were suppose to reflect on our past 18 yrs... wht hv we done, wht hv we not done etc etc etc... on the way out we were supposed to ask God wht He wants us to do for Him.. wht can we do for Him... for me, the way in is lyk a flim of my life thru my mind... going deeper and deeper and deeper.... til i reach the centre... let's say its whr our heart is... whr God is.. you can rly feel His presence there.. as i walk, my legs grew heavier, til it came to a pt whr i rly didnt feel lyk walking anymore.. jus wanted to give up totally.. but smth in me kept sayin, "dont give up.. jus alil more to go.. you're reaching your goal.. dont give up.. dont give up.." with more "alil more" i finalli made it to d centre((: its lyk on both my journey in and out i cld feel God pushing me to move on.. not pushing in that negative sense but lyk motivating, encouraging, carrying me..... once agn.. Phil4:13....

while d rest of d grps were walkin d Labyrinth, coz my grp was d first grp out of 9... we had almost 3hrs slack tym... yep... so during tt 3hrs, we talked to mrs tie... wrote warm fuzzies and chit chat outside staff room.. had heart-to-heart in d canteen..... yep.. quite cool... getting to see another side of a person which u dun get to see in class at all... (: and i thank God for tt....

let's jus say this retreat has allowed me to know myself btr, know God better and of coz d ppl arnd me... (: rly gave me much insights...

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