well.. it has been SUPER LONG since ive last updated... dunno who still comes to my blog to see if ive updated but who cares.. i'll jus blog anws...

well life... as usual... sucks.... dunno y bt lately ive been losing my cool v easily... ohh wells.. sigh..... things dont always go the way you've planned it to b does it....?

moving on............. it has been months since results were out....... shall not talk abt tt...... tho depressing i must say....... so what's next? if i cant get into uni............. shld i waste a yr....? def nt gonna retake........ anyone wan sponsor my education.....? sighs........ even i myself dunno wht i wanna b in future...... d only thing i see myself doing, everyone is lyk against tt idea!!!! so frustrating....!!! i rly hate my mum fr wanting to control my life!!! ITS MY FUTURE!! NOT HERS!!! cant she let me do smth tt i hv interest in and tt i cn see myself doing?! rather than WHAT SHE WANTS ME TO DO?! JUS BCOZ SHE DIDNT GET TO DO IT LAST TYM!?!?!? srsly.. FUCK!! sighs.... RAWRR!!

i love going out w deardear!! heh.. movies!!! I WAN WATCH SHREK!! whee!!! i srsly want tt sandals and shoes!!! go back w me to buy!! mummy dun wan buy fr me:( say no money... yar rite.... boo!!!! i buy fr u white socks k? haha... swensens! shokudo! dimsum!! rawrr!!! i wan eat!! heh... love my deardear to bits and pieces!!! woots!!

clothes clothes clothes........ im slowly starting on my major revamping of my clothes... so far deardear bought me 2 pairs of shorts... and ive gotten myself 3 tops........ i rly need tt sandals and shoes!!! all my shoes srsly dun match my clothes anymore!!! i shld stop wearing jeans... but my skirts are lyk eww... ohh wells...... i need white heels too!!! shopping anyone......? [bt muz wait til i get $$!!!!]

im dead broke!!! to hit my aim i hv to save... LOADS!! tho i hv enuff alr....... but if i deposit tt amnt jus nice den i'll hv nth to spd at all!!!! gosh!!! rly need stop spding unnecessary $$!! but i need new clothes and footwear DESPERATELY!!! how?